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Thursday, April 03, 2008
heya.what's up guys n guls out there???Im fine here by the way except im still in the streess mode.Hari2maths,maths dan maths.......haiz:)Anyway have to buck up my studies as mid-yr exam is around the corner!!!!Study grp dgn bk n aidil was fun to me.They do share jokes n im feeling great in tht grp.Jadi discipline ada mcm cobaan sejak semenjak ni...Practical science was harder thn i thought.Nk kena habis in 45 mins!Bljr dgn farahin n her fwen is a little bit awkward coz her fren was a bit too serious..hmmm maybe it was just my illusion....hehehehex)Haiz makin lama makin aku tk faham dgn sikap seseorang ug tk pernah fahami semua orangdi sekelilingnya.......kenape mesti ada situasi sebegitu...kita dah lama kawan ........apa yg aku blh buat utk merubahkan sikapmu itu.aku hanaya mampu berdoa agar kau akn sedar di akhir kelak nanti.
Hari demi hari,ingatanku hanay mampu berfikir dapatkah aku mencapai impianku dan membahagiakan ibu bapa ku?I jus don't want to hurt them anymore.i jus can't but the things the reaction my father gave it to me everyday gave me a look tht i jus can't even look at him for some reasons.I will never ever forget the incidents whereby he has cut my hair without any warning and i felt tht im a bad child tht never ever makes them smile....but the thing is i had tried enough to the best child for my parents....kadang2 setiap kali mesti aku terfikir mengapa aku tidak mempunyai seorang ayah yg memahami ibuku dan adikku.???Aku rasa seperti ingin melariakn rumah tapi bila aku terfikir balik tak ada gunanya.....haiz.......
tht's all i have to say.....frm ur cutest fwen......cutyais:)
